Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

__i no longer feel the importance that you see in me ;

sigh. i feel like fuck when baby told me what happened. im just upset. i don't know what's the main reason. but i know, there's many reason for it.

happy first month anniversary, baby!
well, though we can't spent it together, neither can i meet you,
it's okay yeah? my heart's always with you. ( :
thanks for being there.
thanks for being mine
thanks for making me feel so loved by you.
thanks for all those fun and nonsense we had.
thanks for loving me. ( :
i still love you and always will. you're part of me, baby.
-hugs tight-

tw oze roo ne eig ht
; 2 81 20 4 *i lu

baby's xmas and anni present are sitting on my tree at the balcony. (: kinda sad lah. thought i could meet her today to pass her those present. sigh, i hope she like what i bought for her. actually, i can't really be bothered with the presents, presents are another thing. seeing her smile in front of me is another big thing. ): if tmr we still don't get to meet up, it's a week already. ): i'm here without you, baby. it's making me so wanna breakdown. sigh. now all the sad songs are playing. -SCREAMS

whatever that has happened, or happening, or about to happen,
i still love my baby boy. (:
-hugs tight- *KEYS

We'd cuddle under the stars

And we'd talk for hours maybe

You'd hum our song in my ear

And tell me I'm your baby

; stick with you